Want I want

Sometimes I don't know what I want. I want to be rich and famous. Then I don't want to be. I know I want to be successful and live a big house with a family. I want to be a good family with no TVs or anything. I don't want my children exposed to certain things. I know that there are things they will learn from school though, but it doesn't matter that is why I will keep them in church 24/7. The only thing is I don't want my kids going to a church school, because then they won't be exposed to things they need to be exposed to and they will never be able to survive in the real world. I don't want everything to be about church and force it upon them because that is when your kids start to rebel. So that is why I will let them have there way and let them experience things. Then after that they will be able to make their own decisions. That is all I really want. All I want is a christian family who does good to others and never judges others and does what god wants them to do.