Not Successful

I am very upset because I did not meet my expectations. I am not doing well in school and I am barely passing all of my classes. I have nothing to be proud of.

Nothing to say

I have nothing to say. I like to create things, but overallI don't like this class because I need time formorecreative things.

???

I do not know what I want to do right now. I have seen some schools, but I am not sure what I am doing after high school. Give me some more time to think and stop asking me this question because I am not sure. I only have one school in mind, but I am not sure.

skills

I have various skills. One of my skills are playing the electric keyboard. Another skill I have is writing stories. Another skill I have is interior and exterior design. A skill that is obvious that I have is drawing. I have been drawing since I was 7 and now I am 16. I have been playing the keyboard since I was 10. I have been writing stories since I was 6. Last but not least interior and exterior design I have been doing that since I was 11.

Want I want

Sometimes I don't know what I want. I want to be rich and famous. Then I don't want to be. I know I want to be successful and live a big house with a family. I want to be a good family with no TVs or anything. I don't want my children exposed to certain things. I know that there are things they will learn from school though, but it doesn't matter that is why I will keep them in church 24/7. The only thing is I don't want my kids going to a church school, because then they won't be exposed to things they need to be exposed to and they will never be able to survive in the real world. I don't want everything to be about church and force it upon them because that is when your kids start to rebel. So that is why I will let them have there way and let them experience things. Then after that they will be able to make their own decisions. That is all I really want. All I want is a christian family who does good to others and never judges others and does what god wants them to do.

Me

My name is Erica. It just came to my mom to mind to name me that it was nothing really special. It was just a last minute thing. I am an artist who loves to: draw, paint, write stories, play instruments, and photography. I hate cameras, but I love to take picture of others things, that are not myself. I am good at every I do especially writing and drawing. My heart and soul is in my music and I would trade for that. I also do exterior and interior house design. I am an expert and that too. Even though I can not see very well my talents do not require eye-sight, except drawing. I can not draw with my eyes closed. I am a very strange person at times, I like music most others do not. I like the popular music to, but I only fall in love with strange different and artistic music. If it is popular in order for me to like it I have to think it is very good. Some of the songs I like are: I am hated by Slipknot, Queen of the Damned my Slipknot and Korn, Bad Romance by Lady Gaga, Ignorance by Paramore, Sugar by System of the Down, No scrub and Creep by TLC and many more songs. 

the exhibition

overall it was nice. i was glad i came. it was very entertaining and funny. it was way better than i thought it would be.